My dearest brother, I miss you so very much no one knows how much. My heart is in terribble pain. I have trouble accepting your death, its hurts so much. My tears are so real, as they slide down my face, knowing that I will never see you again in this world. Please pray for me and stand by me for I need you very much. Je t'aime tellement fort mon grand frere Johnny, mon coeur fait mal, ALP....... I will never forget, je t'oublie jamais.Christiane xxxxxx ta soeur.