About 13 years ago I hung out on a chatroom called Xat it was very drama filled but I made some friends from back then who lasted til this day... the most important one to me was a boy...he got into a lot of drama...none of it was really his fault he just let it get to him too easy...his name was dark...as time went on and that site kinda died...we remained friends...he called me mom and I called him darky (my son) ...we would sometimes go out of contact on occasion but we would always return...we stuck by each other threw everything never once turning on each other never once letting the other feel hurt
He was the closest thing I had to a real child I looked after him helped him and protected him at least online anyway
But I never realized... and I never knew how much pain he was truly in
I helped him with his social life online I helped him with gf issues and if I had known I would have tried to help him live even if there was no chance of that happening... and I think he knew this

He wanted a life were no one knew of his illness he wanted to have friends who were true he didn't want pity friends
And he got it
For better or worse
So to find out
On Mother's Day
That the boy you looked after and saw as my own child and extremely close friend was not only stronger then me all along but...also...no longer here
It really fucking hurts! my condolences to jesse's irl family... i may have only known him online....but we were close....very close...it may have been just online but i saw him as my son...and to jesse's i bet its weird hearing someone else call your child their son...internet is weird like that... but idc what anyone says dark in my eyes if i had a real son id want it to be jesse...your very lucky to have had an amazing boy who in the end in my eyes became a fine young man in his own right
Rest In Peace Jesse Robichaud (Dark)