Elaine, I am so sorry for your loss. You were the best thing that ever happened to me and if I were a better man, I would have seen the beautiful future our lives could have realized. As it stands, I love you still and always will. I regret not loving you as I should have and you should know there is no greener grass. You are everything a man could ever want. I just was too stupid to know it. Your Dad was a great man, a heroic man, who survived tremendous peril to make you. The most beautiful and intelligent daughter a man could ever have. I pray your life is filled with the blessings you so deserve. I love you and wish you the best. Again, I am so sorry for your loss. I just noted it tonight and forgive me for being so late. I love you. Chris.